I have not posted a blog since July. It is now October and the weather is turning to the cool crispness of Autumn. This summer I was preparing to be a grandmother for the first time and although I certainly feel way to young to be one- the prospect was wonderful. Instead of feeling older with a Grandma next to my name, I feel miraculously alive in an amazing way. Suddenly, I have so many reasons to be everything I can be and more. This gift is not lost on me either. All the great plans for the future mean so much more with a new life to share it with(as long as her parents will put up with me). Let the adventures begin.
So, on July 23rd at about seven minutes to midnight my first born gave birth (just minutes before being 10 days late) to her first born, Olivia Belle. At nine pounds, eleven ounces, 22 inches long, and did I mention almost 10 days late(?) my husband and I became grandparents. Life as we knew it changed once again. Blessed beyond measure over the years with family and friends to enrich our lives, the next chapter began.
However, this does not mean all things, all the time are copacetic. The majority of the time it is a great life. I might not have as much money as I would like, my last few classes for my degree are stalled because of funding, a little too much credit card debt, and some house repairs that keep popping up on a daily basis, yet I remain a happy camper.
Do not get me wrong- financially speaking life can be rough. I keep waiting for the proverbial pot-of-gold to land in my lap and allow me to fulfill my dreams, but I have come to realize that if it never gets here I will be okay. I keep dreaming and learning while I am finding time to do what I want to do for me. Putting things on hold until the right circumstances appear is crazy. Tomorrow I might not be here and I will only be a memory to the ones I love. Nope, not me...I am going to enjoy it while I can...until next time.
